Yes thats right, damn you Dylan http://dylansdiscreetdiary.blogspot.com/ i've still got that song stuck in my head..... well not a song, more a movie theme style music!
Yes, yes I have the theme from Jurrasic Park stuck in my head, it has been stuck in my head since Tuesday.... i've been whistling it all day bloody every day.... *shakes fists*
I also have Hava Nagila stuck in my head, this is also Dylans fault, but I don't mind it.
I don't mind having either of them stuck in head, Dylan is awesome & looks like Jessica Rabbit!
Saturday, 3 September 2011
Friday, 2 September 2011
NEW BRAND NEW NEW NEW
Well hello there...
I'm back, i'm going to blog more frequently & hopefully more interestingly!
Right here goes, in my flat, i'm ment to have a studio (the spare room) for me to do arting & such, my own creative space, the only problem is that since I moved in, 11 months ago, it has become a junk room, half my arty farty malarky is still in boxes, canvases are gathering dust, paint is solidifying...
But NO MORE... I will have studio I can use god damn it, also it helps that 'the partner' is now studying an OU course so needs a desk & somewhere quiet to write essays & such.
This will become my studio/'the partners' study space...
Look at that mess, even the Christmas tree is in there!!!! I shall of course keep you updated on my progress with pictures & posts. Then hopefully when it's done I shall once again feel creative & able to make art or even just mess around with the beautiful duck egg sewing machine..... HUZZAH
I'm back, i'm going to blog more frequently & hopefully more interestingly!
Right here goes, in my flat, i'm ment to have a studio (the spare room) for me to do arting & such, my own creative space, the only problem is that since I moved in, 11 months ago, it has become a junk room, half my arty farty malarky is still in boxes, canvases are gathering dust, paint is solidifying...
But NO MORE... I will have studio I can use god damn it, also it helps that 'the partner' is now studying an OU course so needs a desk & somewhere quiet to write essays & such.
This will become my studio/'the partners' study space...
Look at that mess, even the Christmas tree is in there!!!! I shall of course keep you updated on my progress with pictures & posts. Then hopefully when it's done I shall once again feel creative & able to make art or even just mess around with the beautiful duck egg sewing machine..... HUZZAH
Tuesday, 21 June 2011
won't somebody think of the children...
I do apologize for being the worst blogger ever. But alas I have a life, all be it a very dull life at the moment. You see until I get a better paid job or win the lottery I cant really afford to do the exciting things that I want to do.
OH FOR FUCKS SAKE
I just wrote something all deep & meaningful & then stupidly deleted all of it.....by accident.
STOOPID Mac
so here is the abridged version of my emotional ramble. Sunday night, faux date, ghosts, scared, death, almost cried, realised I havent dealt with something from years ago, now have a strange feeling almost constantly!
OH FOR FUCKS SAKE
I just wrote something all deep & meaningful & then stupidly deleted all of it.....by accident.
STOOPID Mac
so here is the abridged version of my emotional ramble. Sunday night, faux date, ghosts, scared, death, almost cried, realised I havent dealt with something from years ago, now have a strange feeling almost constantly!
Monday, 30 May 2011
im a terrible blogger
I do apologize for being an atrocious blogger of late, but nothing spectacularly blog worthy has happened. Other than buying a ukulele, metallic purple...delicious, getting rather merry on several occasions and discovering Subway now does nachos... nothing of interest.
Though I have just had lunch & M&S sandwiches have to be the best in the frigging universe
NOM NOM NOMMEDY NOM
I promise ill be more interesting soon...
Though I have just had lunch & M&S sandwiches have to be the best in the frigging universe
NOM NOM NOMMEDY NOM
I promise ill be more interesting soon...
Thursday, 19 May 2011
not yet
HUMPF & BLERG
No ukulele yet, i was far too lazy today to actually go out on my lunch & buy one. Maybe i shall tomorrow! Or maybe i wont.
But soon it shall be UKULELE UKULELE UKULELE
No ukulele yet, i was far too lazy today to actually go out on my lunch & buy one. Maybe i shall tomorrow! Or maybe i wont.
But soon it shall be UKULELE UKULELE UKULELE
Wednesday, 18 May 2011
Sunday, 15 May 2011
SOMETHING NEEDS TO CHANGE
Something in my life needs to change... I don't know what it is, but something, an element of my world needs to change, become different. I feel destructive, mentally, like something needs to be ripped down & kicked about, stabbed from behind a shower curtain!
It could well be work, I really do want a new job, its just become far too familiar, I could do the job with my eyes closed, most of the people are adorable, the job itself is alright, but I don't think its enough. Plus its that time of year when people seem to leave, maybe I feel I need to be part of the exodus?
BLERG Sundays always make me feel existential...
Maybe its Canterbury, maybe i've outgrown it!
It's definately not Mr P, i'm at least 99% sure it's not Mr P, he is the most adorable & lovely creature I think i've ever had the pleasure to know. Mushy, but true. Maybe we both need to leave, start a fresh somewhere else, somewhere people can visit us, somewhere we can have a garden & a cat.
Oh I don't know, it could just be because its Sunday & Sundays have always been a time for reflection & panic of the week to come... i'm a very very nervous person, I just have ways of hiding it!
Also I feel a bit left out, I shouldn't feel left out, just certain people I used to be close to, i'm not so much anymore & it annoys me, that they don't seem to like me, yes this doesn't make sense, they probably do like me, i've just distanced myself.
I must try harder to make an effort with these people, then maybe i'll be invited to play. I must also try harder to get over the nerves, but i've lived with them for years & think i'm coping ok with them...
Or, i'm just really more fucked up than I thought HAHA
It could well be work, I really do want a new job, its just become far too familiar, I could do the job with my eyes closed, most of the people are adorable, the job itself is alright, but I don't think its enough. Plus its that time of year when people seem to leave, maybe I feel I need to be part of the exodus?
BLERG Sundays always make me feel existential...
Maybe its Canterbury, maybe i've outgrown it!
It's definately not Mr P, i'm at least 99% sure it's not Mr P, he is the most adorable & lovely creature I think i've ever had the pleasure to know. Mushy, but true. Maybe we both need to leave, start a fresh somewhere else, somewhere people can visit us, somewhere we can have a garden & a cat.
Oh I don't know, it could just be because its Sunday & Sundays have always been a time for reflection & panic of the week to come... i'm a very very nervous person, I just have ways of hiding it!
Also I feel a bit left out, I shouldn't feel left out, just certain people I used to be close to, i'm not so much anymore & it annoys me, that they don't seem to like me, yes this doesn't make sense, they probably do like me, i've just distanced myself.
I must try harder to make an effort with these people, then maybe i'll be invited to play. I must also try harder to get over the nerves, but i've lived with them for years & think i'm coping ok with them...
Or, i'm just really more fucked up than I thought HAHA
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