feelings, such strange feelings..

I have a very strange feeling brewing, it's a feeling I know well, it's a feeling that I have only had for fleeting moments in the last year or so.

This feeling has freaked me out about....

Its feels very strong and stirring, like its building from deep within, my fingers are twitching & the blood is pulsing through my body & I can feel it rushing to my brain & oozing from every being, taking over my very core!!!

What is this feeling, why its inspiration.

I want to make things & create beauty & feel free & full of abandon, I want this to last. I don't want it to go away like has over the last month....

Now here is the issue, I don't currently have the space to be as creatively free as I want, yup still not sorted out the studio, don't even have a desk yet!!! Looks like i'll have to commander the dining room table, which is not nescecarily a bad thing, as its big & long & perfect for spreading out...

Also I have a new phone, well not a brand new phone, a used phone, but its still a vast improvement to the phone that I had! Best thing about it is the camera....

Wanting....

I want to make things...

I want my 'studio' to be up & running & dig out my sewing machine & play. She is a beaut, haven't named her yet, so am open to suggestions. 

The issue is, I don't have the time to set up my 'studio', I don't really have the money to buy the things to make beautiful & shiny things to possibly sell. Though I do have a lot of things I can utilise to make things. BLERG

Below is my beaut of a sewing machine, please help me name her?

KYLIE WAS F'ING AMAZING

Right this is going to be a rather overtly camp post...

So, yesterday I went to see 'the Minogue' at the o2 with Mr Penton & it was frigging awesome, she was amazing, totally, utterly amazing. It was one of the campest things I have ever been party to, which in my slightly wibbly world of late was a rather nice distraction....only downside with the evening was annoying people sitting behind HUMPF with their loudness, atrocious singing & general cackness of fan!

Oh how I wish to see her again.

Campedy camp camp post rant.

On an awesome note, today I bought the 1st season of Dharma & Greg for £4............

today, was a good day!

So, yer today was actually pretty good. The weather was glorious, the air-con was actually working at work, I was smiling at customers!!! Smiling so much my face was hurting. Then of course the fact that I had bare legs, first time this year i've shorts, & the after work cider... all in all a good day.

Oh & then homemade burgers & Castles....

But I digress & ramble... I like a nice ramble, the verbal & the walky kind.

Anyway, i've been feeling kinda creative, which is good, as I should be feeling creative. Only issue is, I have no time to be creative, other than with mannequins & after a while thats a bit monotanous (can't spell the word). I had my Mini Diana F with me today & it just sat in my bag... I really should so some work, even if it is just drawings, little drawings in my little moleskine.

Yes that is what I will do, I will do little drawings, they may be the same drawing over & over, but its drawing!

On another tangent, I feel a little bit left out of things, its just me being childish I suppose, & some of your friends may not adore me, but I still want to be invited...

Ramble over

oh & I like this picture

I took this picture, with my Fisheye using Lomography redscale film.

so this is a bit strange...

So this is my first entry on my first ever blog...
Feels a bit strange, I feel a bit exposed, I don't really know what to put, i'm suddenly very concious of my spelling & grammar.

So all I shall do is post a picture, as picture of some of my work, a detail of a panel, which i'm sure i'll talk about at some point...