I do apologize for being an atrocious blogger of late, but nothing spectacularly blog worthy has happened. Other than buying a ukulele, metallic purple...delicious, getting rather merry on several occasions and discovering Subway now does nachos... nothing of interest.
Though I have just had lunch & M&S sandwiches have to be the best in the frigging universe
NOM NOM NOMMEDY NOM
I promise ill be more interesting soon...
Monday, 30 May 2011
Thursday, 19 May 2011
not yet
HUMPF & BLERG
No ukulele yet, i was far too lazy today to actually go out on my lunch & buy one. Maybe i shall tomorrow! Or maybe i wont.
But soon it shall be UKULELE UKULELE UKULELE
No ukulele yet, i was far too lazy today to actually go out on my lunch & buy one. Maybe i shall tomorrow! Or maybe i wont.
But soon it shall be UKULELE UKULELE UKULELE
Wednesday, 18 May 2011
Sunday, 15 May 2011
SOMETHING NEEDS TO CHANGE
Something in my life needs to change... I don't know what it is, but something, an element of my world needs to change, become different. I feel destructive, mentally, like something needs to be ripped down & kicked about, stabbed from behind a shower curtain!
It could well be work, I really do want a new job, its just become far too familiar, I could do the job with my eyes closed, most of the people are adorable, the job itself is alright, but I don't think its enough. Plus its that time of year when people seem to leave, maybe I feel I need to be part of the exodus?
BLERG Sundays always make me feel existential...
Maybe its Canterbury, maybe i've outgrown it!
It's definately not Mr P, i'm at least 99% sure it's not Mr P, he is the most adorable & lovely creature I think i've ever had the pleasure to know. Mushy, but true. Maybe we both need to leave, start a fresh somewhere else, somewhere people can visit us, somewhere we can have a garden & a cat.
Oh I don't know, it could just be because its Sunday & Sundays have always been a time for reflection & panic of the week to come... i'm a very very nervous person, I just have ways of hiding it!
Also I feel a bit left out, I shouldn't feel left out, just certain people I used to be close to, i'm not so much anymore & it annoys me, that they don't seem to like me, yes this doesn't make sense, they probably do like me, i've just distanced myself.
I must try harder to make an effort with these people, then maybe i'll be invited to play. I must also try harder to get over the nerves, but i've lived with them for years & think i'm coping ok with them...
Or, i'm just really more fucked up than I thought HAHA
It could well be work, I really do want a new job, its just become far too familiar, I could do the job with my eyes closed, most of the people are adorable, the job itself is alright, but I don't think its enough. Plus its that time of year when people seem to leave, maybe I feel I need to be part of the exodus?
BLERG Sundays always make me feel existential...
Maybe its Canterbury, maybe i've outgrown it!
It's definately not Mr P, i'm at least 99% sure it's not Mr P, he is the most adorable & lovely creature I think i've ever had the pleasure to know. Mushy, but true. Maybe we both need to leave, start a fresh somewhere else, somewhere people can visit us, somewhere we can have a garden & a cat.
Oh I don't know, it could just be because its Sunday & Sundays have always been a time for reflection & panic of the week to come... i'm a very very nervous person, I just have ways of hiding it!
Also I feel a bit left out, I shouldn't feel left out, just certain people I used to be close to, i'm not so much anymore & it annoys me, that they don't seem to like me, yes this doesn't make sense, they probably do like me, i've just distanced myself.
I must try harder to make an effort with these people, then maybe i'll be invited to play. I must also try harder to get over the nerves, but i've lived with them for years & think i'm coping ok with them...
Or, i'm just really more fucked up than I thought HAHA
Tuesday, 10 May 2011
BAD
Dear Blog,
I'm a bad & lazy Blogger. In my defense my life hasnt really been terribly blog-worthy of late, your probably best I dont talk about my savings!!
Anyway, hopefully my life will pick up in the next few days...
Or ill blog on Sunday, once ive recovered from what is turning out to be a very messy planned evening. God bless the Gay Christmas that is Eurovision...
I'm a bad & lazy Blogger. In my defense my life hasnt really been terribly blog-worthy of late, your probably best I dont talk about my savings!!
Anyway, hopefully my life will pick up in the next few days...
Or ill blog on Sunday, once ive recovered from what is turning out to be a very messy planned evening. God bless the Gay Christmas that is Eurovision...
Sunday, 1 May 2011
filthy glasses...
My glasses really really REALLY need a clean...
oh &I want some taxidermy, or butterflies in big cases....
oh &I want some taxidermy, or butterflies in big cases....
Ghostbusters ooze
So the inspiration is still here, its grown stronger & more powerful, like an enemy or a the purple sewer ooze in Ghostbusters 2. The only problem is, ive not done anything with the inspiration!! Well technically ive done a couple of sketches of ideas of work I want to do, but no actual tangible 'art work', ive spoken about the pieces, to several people, all of whom have seemed interested, or at least feigned interest...
Ive worked out why the inspiration is pulsating & doing its Ghostbusters 2 thing. The answer is below mon amies...
THURSDAY NIGHT
Yes, Thursday night has created the Ghostbusters 2 oozing inspiration. It was a rather eventful, inspirational night, the pub after work, with people from work, we are a rather odd mix. Anyway, the true point of inspiration came when I went for a cigarette with 2 of my lovely work collegues/friends, all of us a bit artsy, a bit too clever for our good, starting discussing art, the meaning of art, its effect on ourselves & the world around us & we stumbled on to Fluxism, which is a modern art movement from the 60's Yoko Ono was a big part of the Fluxist movement, I do kinda know what its about & remember it being a rather interesting lecture.
Right im getting way off the point. Sorry about the tangent dear reader.
So yes Fluxism & the connection the 3 of had to understanding it made me all the more inspired, not that my work is Fluxist. But just the knowledge the people got what I was wittering on about, made me inspired that I could make work that not only I could understand, but work that others could actually understand & truly be affected by it.
This makes no sense, except to me & certain people. Im not apologizing for the rambles or the tangents. Im venting, trying to keep the inspiration or the Ghostbusters 2 ooze alive..
Ive worked out why the inspiration is pulsating & doing its Ghostbusters 2 thing. The answer is below mon amies...
THURSDAY NIGHT
Yes, Thursday night has created the Ghostbusters 2 oozing inspiration. It was a rather eventful, inspirational night, the pub after work, with people from work, we are a rather odd mix. Anyway, the true point of inspiration came when I went for a cigarette with 2 of my lovely work collegues/friends, all of us a bit artsy, a bit too clever for our good, starting discussing art, the meaning of art, its effect on ourselves & the world around us & we stumbled on to Fluxism, which is a modern art movement from the 60's Yoko Ono was a big part of the Fluxist movement, I do kinda know what its about & remember it being a rather interesting lecture.
Right im getting way off the point. Sorry about the tangent dear reader.
So yes Fluxism & the connection the 3 of had to understanding it made me all the more inspired, not that my work is Fluxist. But just the knowledge the people got what I was wittering on about, made me inspired that I could make work that not only I could understand, but work that others could actually understand & truly be affected by it.
This makes no sense, except to me & certain people. Im not apologizing for the rambles or the tangents. Im venting, trying to keep the inspiration or the Ghostbusters 2 ooze alive..
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