LEFT OUT

I have an overwhelming feeling of being left out at the moment. 

I'm not really sure why I've been feeling this way, I shouldn't be feeling this way... pretty sure I'm not being left out of things. Just feel a bit out of the loop & like I am stagnating. Kind of feels like when you get water in your ears & you can't really hear what people are saying... maybe that is a dreadful analogy!?

Also trying not to dwell on this feeling, but alas I'm  dramatic soul, so no matter what good stuff is going on in my little life, I focus on the durge at the bottom & fixate & almost wallow in my own self pity... hence this little ol' blog post!!

Teeny weeny brainwave whilst writing this, I always feel like this at this time of year...

It's my yearly existential crisis... I have a birthday coming up, it's probably something about Mercury in flux or some sort of malarky (which I only partially believe in ((LIES)) )

It'll pass in a week or so, but only if I have a good birthday... maybe I should pull a strop & go all organisational Nazi about the whole affair, though then stuff could still go wrong, ah the little issues that I take to heart!